Five Things I Wish Today

1) I could talk to you, laugh with you, because you were actually who I hoped you were
2) I get VTO so I can go home early, put on comfy clothes and draw dog fairies
3) I was never told all of the awful things you've done behind my back, but I know it's better to know
4) I get to go swimming this afternoon and relax in the water and look up at the clouds
5) You'll stop being the voice in my head soon